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i just looked at this blog

and i just feel part of me decaying

like nothing really much interesting to post without exposing what i am trying to do nowadays

and the things is. life sucks.

nothing forever.

and even some shit needs money.

i don't even know what interesting about job hunting or even earning money. i'm gonna broke anyway, so what's use? i can't even get new laptop and phone. so what's use?

and i actually has 3 more post ideas. 1 has full draf. 2 unfinished draft. one of them is not really that satisfying anymore to post. one of them is 101 content marketing. other one is the old story that i wanted to finish.

after that. none. i'm running out of ideas of writing without being critical. and i'm losing spark. if the future pujp can't be a writer with books people praise about, and money to continue life, what's the point?

that's all for this update i guess.

from decaying tree,

No Psycho-react!

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No Psycho-react!

hello everyone,

just gonna say in lowercase that, due to writer existential and moral crisis that happened after i graduated, i'm not updating blog since september last year. especially in the age when genocide happens and everything feels like irony and tasted sour. do i have blog ideas? many. but all of that ended up just in draft cause it's either too marketing-like-material-that-seo-wants-but-i-dont-like-it or this-things-rather-left-in-draft-cause-its-too-wild.

No Psycho-react!

Hello everyone, PujP here.

How's life?

It has been almost 7 month from my last update, and I wanted to say that I do some changes that not iterated on last update. I feel that I started to realized that many of my posts is a mirror to my self nowadays, and I wanted to embrace it by changing it to what's relevant to me now and in the future. So, for tldr :

I'm drafting all of my organizational posts on my main weblog cause I think they're not that relevant anymore for me. But I may change my mind later and republish back with one LAST post about IOMS and my experience at least by March 2024.
I'm also changing my about page on main weblogsite to reflect this inner change.
Changing a lot of about weblogsite page cause some of them actually didn't reflect what actually happens.
Change some links on about weblogsite page cause some project is no longer maintained and probably can't maintained anymore with my own capabilities.

Also, on this update post, I want to say that I will organize my published short story rewrite, and future long fictional writing on separate website that not writing platform. I don't think I can handle gamification and socialmediafication of writing platform nowadays (even substack, I completely ignored the social media side of the platform). So I'll make it on doc site that allow profile and folders. But, that's for future reference for at least by 2024.

I think I said enough. I'll come here again with post if I can. Have a nice day.

from living tree,

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